I lost my last little mouse tonight. At 2 years and 4 months old, though, she was really old, so I was lucky.

Rest in peace, Maitsuku Mouse. <3

i'm feeling kinda crappy but i wanna go to this show tonight. math the band is at unh. ridiculous.

i'm dizzy and tired. i'm sick of sleeping for six hours a night.

i'm moving to new york city. pretty much for sure at this point. I'M MOVING TO NEW YORK CITY.

i'm having a heart attack. it's going to be insane.

i think something is burning in my house.

my body hurts from the gym.

i ate so much but im still so hungry. guuuh

heat $85
car repairs $370
parent's electricity bill: $125
UNH: i think i owe $450 suddenly?
all the other bills and rent: $3162474683567964

uggggh



my mom drove off from the gas station with her wallet on top. it contained $500 she was about to deposit at the bank. the wallet hasn't turned up. sooo i had to pay $125 to keep their electricity on.

ALSO, unh called tonight and my classes werent registered properly from the summer and now i owe them a ton of money.

also my muffler crapped out.

guh. GUH.

THERE IS A MOUSE IN MY HOUSE. I saw it. We had a staring match. Then it wobbled up a pipe back into a hole IN THE CEILING. The mouse has ninja magic. BUT.. it ATE MY RAMEN!

don't know how to deal with this without hurting the mouse? :sigh:


also a baby cried at work today for over an hour straight. it couldnt have been more than a year old and it just kept reaching for its mom's coffee yelling "MAH COFFEEEEEE!!!" it was absurd.

anyone else wanna take a crack at me while im down?

my roommate was on the phone today talking to my other roommate and i could hear him saying he didn't want to hang out at home if myself and this other girl "were just gonna be there fucking yakking". awesome.
it makes me wonder who else thinks i'm dumb/annoying/whatever. it makes me feel stupid and awful and like no one actually likes me. i hate this feeling.

yikes stripes

so.. I gave my sixth graders a completely incorrect definition of the word organism.

I never knew plants were organisms.

well, i just lost my muffler.

awesome.

my life is a whirlwind.
no. a tornado.

i had a fever thursday. it was gone but i think maybe it's back.

i think i lost four pounds.

i yelled at my roommate and called her an asshole because she mocked me after i shut the door and i heard her. i've gone from terrified to confront people in circumstances like this to being almost hilariously up front about it. i still crack and stop acting tough when i get an apology though. actually this time i only got half an apology. an "i'm sorry we were loud but you definitely just misheard us." a sorry without saying sorry. i know what i heard. she's moving out in two days.

whatever.

there was just a big crash downstairs. i think there's a phantom in my living room. no. two phantoms.

i need to go to bed.
i'm going to bed.